What? Me Dance! no, nuhuh, never. (snigger)

At Obama

Today (11/07/09) at Cote D Azur with Justyn, we just bought new silks each

Shaking my tail with Justyn at Boots

In the sea at Obama

Nah! I never dance

You know you have SL issues when …..

….. you get up at 2.30am to dance naked in a nightclub for tips and tell your RL lover that you are going to work.

Joshua's new Neko look

I struggled with the ladder on my hut for weeks, (okay 1 week, I was never a very patient kitty) Then I went looking for something else and I found it. Kess Kann Rentals. I was moving up in the world whilst keeping my size 8’s firmly on the ground. I was shown three houses, all varying in size and price. Being me I naturally gravitated to the most expensive. That it had a private beach had nothing to do with it at all. (yeah right ha!) So all excited I moved in only to find that all I owned was a load of freebie clothes that I was never going to be seen dead in. (although those pink sparkly, strappy high heels look fab with booty shorts and my pink ‘I taught your boyfriend that thing you like’ crop top.) Sunbeach was my dream home. Three bedroom’s one with en-suite and a shared terrace with the second bedroom an area for a kitchen, living room big enough for two suites. Best of all it had a private beach and stood on its own little island.
So what else can a kitten do? I went shopping, $20,000 later I had furnished my home.

Time now to dance.

I went to Boots for the first time alone and met the glorious kitten that changed me from human to Neko in thirty minutes flat. Justyn Maurer. He oozed sexiness and I thought that is what I want to be. I had always been very feline in my ways and had a distinct preference for cats over dogs and the whole tail thing opened up a whole new life outlook for me. Justyn sent me a link to one of his friend’s blogs that laid on the line what being a Neko was. It wasn’t just simply putting on a tail and ears and declaring ‘I AM NEKO’ it was a way of life. I have found through my journey through SL that tails come and go with some people and I find this to understand. The moment I put my tail on I changed. Suddenly I was the beautiful kitten that purred his way through life. I had found me. I tossed out the fairy wings and introduced the new me to the world and I will never go back.

Boots turned out to be one of my favourite places to go. It is also the place where I met Rhodes. Raz for short.
I felt attracted to him right away and before I knew it, he had become my partner and moved in with me. Now I had it all. A lovely home, a Aussie hunk and a tail.

Yeah baby. Life is good.

What a shitty weekend

This kitten has had the shittiest weekend ever.

It started when my Rl partner went up the wall over Sl and the time I spend there.
It got pretty nasty for a moment and I have had to make a lot of concessions to calm him down. One of them being staying off SL at certain times of day or at least until I have fulfilled what he sees as my commitments to him and our life together.
I was in a bad way and I came on line to dance at Blaze, a commitment that I enjoy. While there I tried to explain to my SL lover what had happened. Instead of the support that I needed I found my relationship being ended.

So now I am two for two. Not every kitten can alienate both their lovers in one day. It’s a gift.

I have a RL lover who is so angry with me that he is threatening to leave me and a Sl partner that did.

There must be something in the air cus I know a couple of my friends also are having difficulties.

I have moved out of Sunbeach now, leaving it for Raz to use or not. It has been paid for the next 4 weeks so he will be okay. I have moved to my island paradise, Cote D Azur, its beautiful and although it was meant to be a secluded place for me and my lover it’s now a secluded place for me alone.

I do have three rental properties on the island so if anyone wants to share the seclusion with me IM me on SL. There are two beach huts and a hidden cave, all $150 each and 40 prims.
I did have one highlight.

Justyn came over. He spent the day and made me feel so much better. He has become such a good friend and I thank the powers that be that I met him that day at Boots. I would be lost without him


Jarrod has also been a tower of strength, he held me while I cried and gave me the strength to go on in SL. Thank you baby. You have become very special to me. If ever you need me all you have to do is call and I will be there.

You know you have SL issues pt 2 when …..

….. You are hugging a friend and suddenly freeze because surely not. … Oh dear god please tell me I did not just purr in his ear.

My introduction to SL pt 2

So there I am, all set up in my hut. Problem, to get into the hut I have to climb a wooden ladder… a ladder what the f*** was I thinking? I could barely walk on the ground never lone climb a bloody ladder. Okay, ten attempts later I am standing in my lovely hut, only there is nothing in the hut, nothing, nada, zilch. I stand in the doorway thinking, “Oh shit, I got to go back out.” Now consider the fact it took me about twenty minutes to get in there in the first place and you will understand my predicament. But I am made of stern stuff so I stepped out on to the ladder and fell all the way back down to the ground, lucky I fell on something soft, (no not Ame, she had the good sense to go home) unfortunately for Joshiwa he had just arrived.
After he had recovered I told him about my lack of furnishings and he told me what was a must for any self respecting gay in SL. … A SEX RUG. ….. He insisted it was law and I had to have one. Well who was I to argue? Off we went to the shops and bought a lovely white fur rug…. Yes you guessed it. It was too big for the hut. Undeterred I placed it in the room and ignored the fact it cascaded out of the sides.

(The one thing I have problems with in SL is sizing things. What looks fine in the shop is suddenly Gi- normous when rezed at my home. I’m sure that they put smaller ones on display to trick us unsuspecting Nekos into buying them.)

So right, I have my hut, my sex rug ….. Grins at Joshiwa hopefully. (Well we need to find out if it works don’t we?) No such luck the Blonde giant suddenly gets all moral on me and insists that best friends don’t do such things… has no one ever told him the best friend with benefits rule?

Anyway. ….. Joshiwa tells me that he knows somewhere that I would like and teleports away, seconds later I get my invite to join him on Mission Beach… I have never landmarked somewhere so fast believe me. As I lay in front of the fire, wrapped in Joshiwa’s massive arms (they are thicker than my waist I’m sure of it,) and watched all the gorgeous studs dancing in their shorts and jock straps I thought to myself

YES THERE IS A GOD.

You know you have an Sl issue when (part 1) .....

...... You get your credit card bill and you have spent more money on your advatar than you have on yourself in RL

So here I am starting a new blog and I am thinking what the hell have I got to say that anyone might find even remotely interesting.
After careful consideration I decided … Nothing… so if you are reading this you really must be bored.

So … I thought I would start with my first days of SL. (Oh no dear god no I hear you cry. Well Tough)

So I arrived on SL all bright eyed and bushy tailed. (well the tail came later, I’ll get to that.) I landed on Fairy Crossing full of the joys of spring and totally green in the way of SL. To be truthful I had no idea what SL was all about. I had been lured here by my best bud Joshiwa Meadowbrook. So me being me, followed willingly.

God I looked rough those first days.

I wandered around the Gateway for a couple of days, picking up what freebies I could, trying to learn how to walk, fly etc and then I fell down a hole. Now I knew I had to go down to the meadow eventually but I was hoping to do it rather more elegantly than the way I did; but no I have to fall down. I landed on my ass surrounded by more freebies and though oh well might as well take them all. Then I spotted a carriage pulled by two butterflies and the Oh so tempting pose ball. Well what is a newbie to do but try it out?

Ahhh bloody thing is moving.

After clinging on for deal life for ten minutes (okay more like three but I like to add a bit of spice) I was dumped unceremoniously at fairy crossing market. Where naturally I stood up and thought “Oh Fuck now what?” It was there, after being on Sl mainland for all of five minutes I met my first friend and what a friend she has turned out to be. Ameline Evanier, the beautiful belly dancing fairy took me under her wing. (Wing get it) and naturally took me dancing. See my first experience on Sl was dance, no wonder I became a dancer, it was fate. She and her friends made me welcome and I danced all night. I had to really….. They all said goodnight buggered off home and didn’t tell me how to stop. Anyway I digress, Ame took me under her wing and she helped me find my first home. A tiki hut in Madrigal. That is me standing in the doorway. Thank god I went shopping, that is all I can say.