Wednesday, 29 September 2010

ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY - Do you know how much I love you

Monday 27th of Septemeber saw the anniversary of my marriage to the wonderful, beautiful Jarrod Fitzpatrick.

In true Fitzy fashion my lovely Jarrod, (I love you Joey) made me feel like a Prince and the only person alive. My truely amazing lover took me to the same place that we had our first date, at first i was a little confused and then the fog cleared and I remembered all the little details, even the crashed helecopter was still there.

We danced for ages, just the two of us, looking into each others eyes. I felt the emotion building in me, bringing me to the point of crying.

As there was no music and we were dancing to the music in our hearts we decided to go to the Golden Ballroom in Tempura, once we had slogged through the molasses that is the lag there we began to dance swept away with the beauty and romance. We looked so beautiful together in our tuxes.

We had only been there a short time when catastrophe hit, I crashed, not just a crash a huge mega crash. when I returned I was naked, awful Ruthy. Nothing I did could turn me back into Joshua so reluctantly I returned home to try to rez there. My darling Jarrod stayed in Tempura to tp me back when I was 'normal' again. (what do you mean I have never been normal?) Unfortunately going home didnt work so I relogged, still no luck. Jarrod tp'd home to reassure me that everything would be okay.It took nearly an hour until I was Joshua again and then we had to go to Tidra and I had to relog on secondlife viewer 2 to make it work.

During this time Me being me, was getting more and more upset, convinced that poor Joshua had gone forever. The most wonderful thing that happened during this whole ordeal was this.....

[9/27/2010 6:16:02 PM] Joshua Cartauld: nods
[9/27/2010 6:16:14 PM] Joshua Cartauld: sigh i cant make joshua look right i am relogging
[9/27/2010 6:16:23 PM] Jarrod Fitzpatrick: ok baby
[9/27/2010 6:16:31 PM] Jarrod Fitzpatrick: do you want me to come home
[9/27/2010 6:16:35 PM] Joshua Cartauld: wait
[9/27/2010 6:16:41 PM] Joshua Cartauld: see what happens now
[9/27/2010 6:17:48 PM] Joshua Cartauld: i am a cloud of smoke right now
[9/27/2010 6:19:22 PM] Joshua Cartauld: i cant edit apperance right now for some reason
[9/27/2010 6:19:28 PM] Joshua Cartauld: i am just smoke
[9/27/2010 6:19:43 PM] Jarrod Fitzpatrick: is ok love
[9/27/2010 6:19:58 PM] Jarrod Fitzpatrick: it is just taking some time for your servers to load
[9/27/2010 6:20:13 PM] Jarrod Fitzpatrick: your inventory has not loaded yet is what that means
[9/27/2010 6:20:25 PM] Joshua Cartauld: rohhh
[9/27/2010 6:20:29 PM] Joshua Cartauld: ohhh i hope so
[9/27/2010 6:20:40 PM] Joshua Cartauld: i hate this i am sort of nothing
[9/27/2010 6:20:51 PM] Joshua Cartauld: i have rezzed but an like i was there
[9/27/2010 6:22:12 PM] Joshua Cartauld: i just cant do anything
[9/27/2010 6:22:37 PM] Joshua Cartauld: it keeps telling me i cant change anything
[9/27/2010 6:23:15 PM] Jarrod Fitzpatrick: you are always something baby
[9/27/2010 6:23:34 PM] Jarrod Fitzpatrick: ok I'm coming home love
[9/27/2010 6:23:39 PM] Joshua Cartauld: okay
[9/27/2010 6:24:03 PM] Jarrod Fitzpatrick: it's just cause everything crash baby
[9/27/2010 6:24:11 PM] Joshua Cartauld: nods
[9/27/2010 6:24:16 PM] Jarrod Fitzpatrick: I know you will be back to joshie in a bit
[9/27/2010 6:24:21 PM] Joshua Cartauld: nod
[9/27/2010 6:29:29 PM] Joshua Cartauld: sigh
[9/27/2010 6:29:44 PM] Joshua Cartauld: can you love a short ugly eyeless av
[9/27/2010 6:31:18 PM] Jarrod Fitzpatrick: yes baby
[9/27/2010 6:31:20 PM] Jarrod Fitzpatrick: I can

Eventually when I was Joshua again, we went over to my beach and started to get ready for our party. Jarrod again went the extra mile, putting up strings of lights and making it so lovely for me. We set the sim to midnight and then waited for our friends to arrive.

First to arrive was the lovely Nev followed in quick succession by Franzi, (who is turning out to be a really wonderful friend) Then Haschen arrived followed by my lovely Teleny, ( who is one of the most important people to me now)

Although we invited all our friends we knew that because we held it during my time (gmt time)not many would be able to come.

Still even though sl did its best to disrupt us, ie crashing Jarrod at least four times, refusing to let Franzi see sculpties, crashing me again and Hasch a minimum of three times a wonderful time was had by all.

Jarrod and I ended the night dancing naked in the moonlight to a slow ballad. one by one our friends wished us well and tp'd descretely away, leaving us dancing alone. I cried again.

The wonderful night ended with Jarrod whispering 'I love you Jovie' in my ear and I whispered it back, meaning every word, and we both logged off still in each others arms.

Here are the pictures for you to see.

above are the pictures of us at the place we had our first date.

^in the Golden Ballroom in Tempura

a wonderful picture that Teleny took of us. Thank you baby. it is beautiful.

Thursday, 23 September 2010

sigh i found something i didnt know i had.

i am so happy. i found the secondlife log from the day i met Jarrod for the first time. he said i was completely adorable. sigh . i love him so much. In fact this weekend is a special weekend. my beautiful husband and i have been married for one whole year.

thank you my darling for a wonderful wonderful year.

Sunday, 5 September 2010

sweetest words from the kitten i love so much

I love you so much Jarrod. When I feel low I read this and suddenly the world seems brighter. Thank you for being my husband. Thank you for loving me.

"Joshua, my life was a jumbled mess of hopes and dreams until you wandered into it. You will never know all that you have done and continue to do for me every moment that you are here. A touch of your paw, a glance from your beautiful soulful eyes, a tender kiss from you sensual lips can send me to places I have only ever dreamed of. I owe so much, not the least of which is my existence on this planet. Without you the world seemed so dark and pointless. You brought the light of love and caring to me and I will be forever grateful to you for this."

Thursday, 2 September 2010

Dates. Romance and Dinner

Justyn surprised me today with a Date in Tempura. I have to say that although i have been in sl for over year now (Yes a year, go figure) I have never been to this beautiful place before. First he took me to see the lotus flowers and we sat and watched as the sun began to set. Then we went to the Golden Ballroom where he swept me off my feet and we danced as if we were the only two kittens in the whole of sl.

after we had dinner, I had lobster followed by tiramisu and Ice cream (cus i is greedy) and Juz had a fried fish platter, (looked like fish and chips to me) followed by tiramisu and ice cream (cus he is greedy too) All of the above was washed down by copious amounts of red wine.

It was a lovely way to say goodbye to him as he is going on rl holidays tomorrow.

here are a few of the photos i took of us

Wednesday, 25 August 2010


yes its been a while since i blogged. I am very easily distracted.

Ohhh look a kitty!

Monday, 29 March 2010

Dancing on Ice

The lovely Hayley Tamaddon (Emmerdale) and Daniel Whiston (professional Ice Dancer) in Britains Dancing on Ice where professionals are paired up with actors, singers or Heather Mills (bitch bitch)). Bit like dancing with the stars but on slippy stuff.

how it should be done

Now the best ever performance

TODD CARTY classic...

Tuesday, 16 March 2010


I spent a lovely hour floating around with a sexy
kitteh in my arms today. Justyn took me to a space sim. It was so pretty, even
though motion sickness was a side effect lol.

Bunnehs .. yay

Oh hoppy

Yes I finally gave in and bought some bunnehs. Oh lord they are
adorable. I bought two, Bunny Fitzy and Bunny Binxy, then Jarrod bought two:
then I bought another two and Wes gave me a semi rare. Then Jarrod bought two
more, and Zee bought two. Then I gave in to temptation and bought a Radiant Rex
which I named Glorious Jet and Zee bought one more, So all in all we now have 13
bunnehs. I think we are on our way to owning a bunneh farm. Here are my first
two . Ahhh so cute.


Bunny Binxy

Bunny Fitzy

Sunday, 14 March 2010

Best hag in the world
.... or so she says.

Meet Lillia, sexy beast
that is my bested female friend. loves her loads. Jarrod was without power so
after spending time with the delicious justyn and lovely Almasy, then hanging
out with Miki at his island, me and Lil decided to take some pictures. These are
the results.

Lillia in her glory

sexy red kitteh

Me and lillia posing
together in our stripes

Sunday, 7 March 2010

Rocky horror picture show

Last night at Uthoriea we had Rocky Horror Picture Show as the theme. It's scary just how comfortable we all got in our costumes and even scaryier that we found each other hot. giggles. Judge for yourselves.

Me in full Drag as Frankenfurter.

Jarrod as Rocky.

Ahhh Neville Boobies!

Rylan as Rocky

Alic and Wes getting into the theme way to comfortable.

Euan looking very scary.

Raz (rhodes) looking like he has done this before and often lol.

Much fun was had by all giggles.

Thursday, 4 March 2010

Sigh ... just Sigh

Probably my favourite QaF moment ever. The happiness before the Gay bashing happens.

Brian (gale harold) can spin me around anyday. lol

Sunday, 28 February 2010


This makes me think of my darling Jarrod. It says everything i feel about him.

I have never done this before so i dont know if i am doing it right we will soon find out. (the fact that it stars the smokingly smexy Derrick Hough adds to it)

Low ebbs

This kitteh is going through a low ebb right now. Nothing i do lifts me up. I am having brief periods of feeling better then i come crashing down again. Not really sure what to do now. Maybe i should put on a weepy movie so at least i will have a reason to feel like crying.

I hope this passes soon.

Sunday, 21 February 2010


My Brother


sexy neko sl secondlife

This is what happens when a kitteh is left
alone. I start trying to improve perfection. purrz

Monday, 15 February 2010


Even kittehs feel stress sometimes.

I wish Justyn was here.

Monday, 8 February 2010


Goodbye to Blaze and


The sun has set on Backdraft
for the final time. Last night Sunday 7th of February 2010 Blaze closed its roll
up doors, toed the tenders into storage and the Blazing Studs hug up their
sparkly thongs. But party goers don't despair like the Phoenix Blaze will rise
from the ashes. As I write this a new Fire house is being built at the new sim
of Blue Phoenix (get it) and the Flaming Hot Dj's and Studs will be donning
their uniforms and taking to the stage for your pleasure.

Jarrod, Jon, Xzno and myself
would like to thank all of you that have stayed faithful to Blaze over the past
year and wish to invite you to stay in the group that way when we do rise again
you will all be the first to know. In the mean time here are the photos that I
took last night.


DJ Kain spun the tunes

Jonathan Schenkel was our

Joshua Cartauld, Pygmalion
Ghost, Neville Braveheart and Justyn Maurur worked the poles.


The whole evening ended with
a bang as Jarrod blew up the club around us leaving us standing in a totally
empty sim. So for now so long and take care.

Tuesday, 2 February 2010

Justyn my brother and friend

I took this picture of Justyn at the begininng of the week. I think its really good and he looks amazing as usual.

And I took these as his Blood Doll photos for the clan house.

Sexy or what!

Thursday, 21 January 2010



I needed some pictures for our new clan house of our sexy Nekopyres. I pursuaded my lovers to pose for me and this is the results. hope you like.

Wednesday, 20 January 2010



Gothic Cathedrals and Dark




Jarrod took me to a wonderful sim yesterday
that was one huge Cathedral and Graveyard. It was amazing. We explored the water
filled catacombs and dark torch lit passageways and finally danced together in
front of a waterfall of blood and a sacrificial table. Jarrod took me in his
arms, dipped me and fed. Bliss.

Here are a few of the photos I took.